March 2012
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notmattlike replied to your post: I’m going to get my new phone!
But what phone are you getting, Kellie?!?!
(iphone 4gs. shut up)
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I'm going to get my new phone!
also beer, to celebrate or whatever.
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file under: questions I hate to have to ask
“why am I smelling maple syrup?”
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“And, of course, that is what all of this is - all of this: the one song, ever...”
– Nick Tosches
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In which I post about music again
I may be a fucking disaster at the moment, but I threw on some Willie Dixon, said “fuck it all” and hit the patio to sip vodka, watch lightening and jam.
Music is the only real savior in life. Always.
February 2012
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Truthful Wednesday
Because I do what I want.
I’m having a bit of an identity crisis, kind of. There’s this person that I am. This person that’s extremely passionate and reckless and emotional. She says what she’s feeling and tells you what she wants. You’ll know if you hurt her. She’s not afraid to admit that she’s scared. She’ll run into whatever feels good....
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because it's ONE DAY
So, I went to AT&T to see if I could upgrade early (my official upgrade date is March 30), because my shit is broken.
They said they will make an exception, but not until March. SO I HAVE TO WAIT A DAY.
Until then, I’m sporting my old 3G which makes me want to curl up into the fetal position and cry because OH MY GOD THE SLOWNESS.
So, what should I get tumblr… 4Gs or the...
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my phone is officially broken
brb, going to DIE.
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“A man who is master of himself can end a sorrow as easily as he can invent a...”
– Oscar Wilde
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I was set up
I went to the at&t website to see if I was eligible for an upgrade, just out of curiosity.
The home button on my iPhone immediately started being a whore.
Fucking technology.
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Someone tell me to stop thinking and keep my mouth shut.
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I'm not sure how we got here
But it makes me doubt who I am. Nobody but blindness except for hindsight. Unforgivable, but I still blame me, for not bracing for impact. I can’t blame you. I saw you coming, even all that I didn’t want to see. The real terror is that this emptiness, is still airbrushed with excuses. Ones that you will never deserve, that crumble my spine, that keep me ruined. You’re...
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I've started five posts and deleted all of them
I want to say things, but I can’t. I need to vent, but I don’t have words.
I don’t think I’ll ever understand why people do what they do. Or most of all, why they don’t give a shit about other people. People suck. Hard.
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try a different angle
I read Sarah’s post about men’s body image, and I’ve been meaning to write this post for awhile, so now seemed like a good time.
Many people post here about loving yourself, especially your physical self. Women talk about it more than men, I think mostly because I think it’s more socially acceptable for women to talk about our bodies than it is for men to talk about...
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“People go on about the first time being important, but it’s the second...”
– Nick Hornby, A Long Way Down
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dreams
I have been having extremely vivid dreams lately. They are so long, like never ending. Not dreams that seem surreal, they seem real, very very real. So much so, that I wake up and have a few moments when I have to sort them out and tell myself that it never happened.
The problem is that they start out positive and end up spiraling into this negative, helpless and desperate scenario. I always...
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curious
So, I’m having a really great boob day. They look great and it makes me happy, especially because I’m not really blessed in the boob department. I just want to keep looking at them, because I know tomorrow is another day. I’ve heard other women say the same thing before, so I think it’s safe to say that great boob days are somewhat common for us.
Do guys have great peen...
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One hour into dinner and I just got to witness...
best. dinner. ever.
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Someone tell me to stop
I started reading The Alchemist for the third time today and I can’t put it down, again.
If I don’t stop and get dressed, I will be having friends over for pre-dinner drinks in my underwear. As fun as that sounds, I need to stop and get dressed.
Moral: If you haven’t read The Alchemist, do it.
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“Remember to find the bra you threw across the living room last night.”
– Making a to-do list before having some friends over later
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If there is a point in a relationship where you don’t wake up and shake your head at the drunken texts you sent the night before, I’m not there yet.
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Friday
I met a guy at a bar that said that most people don’t talk to him because he’s bald and bearded and looks like serial killer. I told him that I thought he looked harmless and by the end of the night I had him plugging his earbuds into my iPhone to listen to Cloud Nothings.
And he loved them.
Making friends FTW.
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“You loved it!”
– it can be difficult to convince your boyfriend that it was pretty awesome that you accidentally drooled all over his shoulder while sleeping, but I think I got this
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boogie man
I never had insomnia until I moved out on my own. At first, I didn’t know how to deal with it. I tried drinking, which helped for awhile. Sleep meds, herbal remedies, relaxation techniques, exercise all didn’t work. For the most part, I had the basic case of lying in bed at night and just not being able to force my eyes closed. Not for any particular reason necessarily, I just...
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Why does the top of Lou’s head smell so heavenly?
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jlasoulislive replied to your photo
That looks like a wal-mart sweatshirt
high. maintenance.